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Meditative experience with Yogi Pradeep
Experiencing
higher consciousness:
Dear Guruji,
Before, I write on I must acknowledge you for guiding me and
letting me a part of dedicated meditators. I felt a very
strong pull, an urgency to meditate with you and without
holding back I sent you the message. And what I experienced
was in simple words something I have never felt before. It
was a feeling of completeness and nothingness altogether. It
felt as if a lost child had finally reached home. That
feeling of being there …
Two distinct processes I went through. I felt Lord Shiva as
a transparent light physical form completely merge with me.
And after that I was blank, I felt nothing, I was not happy
or sad… I just felt full complete. And for the first time I
felt the kundalani rise above and break through chakras way
above my head… that was very unique .. it felt as if it kept
rising further and further… at a point my head was throbbing
with not pain but a kind of strong energy. A constant shaft
of light from over my head to the heart is what I receive.
Many times during the meditation I had just experienced what
you would say. A very sharp ray of pointed light from Lord
Shivas third eye connects to my third eye and each cell
comes up alive.
I am at loss of words … it is difficult to fathom and
explain. And during my stay in UK, one evening in the hostel
room I was reading the bible when I dozed off. At around 3
in the morning I felt a strong presence and though I was
sleeping I was aware and awake. I felt as if someone was
twisting around my soul as if one would wring clothes to
take out the last drop of water … and I knew at that instant
I was being cleansed ..i don’t know how long it went but at
the end I heard a thud at the window and a voice say to me
that this was the last bit of devil inside you … it was
small a bumble bee at my window… I saw and felt all this but
I was sleeping… and later I got up and just felt I was ready
for unique experience. Though I did not know what this meant
but meditating with you on Tuesday I could relate the two.
After finding Lord Shiva merge within me, I got a message to
give the energy, and automatically my hands lay on my legs
with the palms open. And I felt immense energy in the hands
and I kept thinking of so many children in the world and how
this energy could be of use to them. Guruji I know I am
blessed and with your guidance I am experiencing total
bliss. But I am turning into a recluse, I want to be alone,
social gatherings make me sick, I can no longer stand it …
people say I am turning too serious, no fun. When I came
back to Dubai I felt sad I missed being by myself …. The
worldly deeds seem such as waste and drag ….
Thank you for your blessings, you opened up new doors for
me, and I pray that I live up to my purpose in this lifetime
with your continued guidance...
Harpreet, Dubai
Receiving
Kundalini Shaktipat from Yogi Pradeep
Guruji, my experience yesterday best can be described as
being inexplicable. The most heightened experience ive ever
had. The cobra full of glory in my head. The third eye
opening up layer by layer. The experience so intense, so
fast paced, I was alert awake observing. The magnetic energy
in each cell grew stronger and each cell in my body
responded to receiving light energy from all around my body.
Emotions came, they dissolved leaving a drain opened up,
which is flowing even now, dissolving the pain. A river
seemed to be flowing through my eyes. I was overwhelmed and
joyous.
In the second meditation the energy reached its pinnacle. I
coudlnt handle it.I felt nauseatic. I am blessed to be your
pupil. You stopped me from leaving and gifted me the gift of
my lifetime here. This is what truly life is. I was still
struggling when you gently released the energy from the
crown. I felt a red glow envelope my crown, which you then
gently guided to my heart. I felt complete, so neutral. What
followed was a state of bliss i have never experienced. I
was alive awake alert enjoying cherishing each moment during
the day. I felt complete and full.
Guruji, what was that I experienced yesterday - a complete
union, a rising of the kundalani. How will i retain this
heightened sense of awareness. And how can this huge surge
to magnetic energy be used to help others. In the evening
too walking with manu the cobra appeared as if out of my
crowm, enjoying the freedom, the red glow in my third eye
birght and a strong surge of magnetic energy. I almost felt
nauseatic because I couldnt handle this energy.
Today, mostly i was in a neural zero state. 2 distint
experiences. First a strong light from my crown illuminating
the shaft of my spine, strong and erect, leading to
illuminated roots. That energised me completely. And
secondly, each cell of my body glowed like worms in the glow
in the dark. The cobra strong and glorious in my third eye.
And yes the heart lotus bloomed opening expanding, the
divinity there right in the center in complete peace.
This is the begining. I want you to guide me further. I am
ready to read, explore further under your guidance. I thank
Lord Shiva for a Guru as giving and inspiring as you. I have
no words to thank you enough only a heart full of lifelong
gratitude for you.
Harpreet, Dubai
Kundalini
Rising Experience:
A student's experience..
Today Morning, I came back experiencing the cosmos... it is
a coincidence but every time you say feel this, when we are
meditating ive just a spilt second before experienced it. It
has happened now on a few occasions.
To calm myself down, I lay down. I do not know when but i
fell asleep. And fully conscious i experienced the
insurmountable temple. I had to rock climb to reach it. I
was elated. Once inside I was told pray to the goddess, for
your husbands long life. It was matas / devis idol clad in
red. The moment i touched my head on the floor it took a
human lady form. Her eyes pierced through me. I was scared.
Suddenly I could hear many voices and in my heart i kept
repeating this is fake. I could not hear clearly. She got a
flute and other women, chanting, dancing ... it was so
intense that i simply broke away upright. That left me very
restless and my whole body felt heavy. Driving I felt i was
completely at loss of concentration, my heart felt ready to
burst. That's when I called you. But you soothed my nerves
and I am fine. There is a voice that keeps repeating that
she will be back and I need to recieve her with an open
heart.
Yesterday, my experience was awesome that's the word. I felt
a huge dhara flow from my crown down to my heart. My heart
expanded, almost suffocating me. For the first time, the
cobra was fully illuminated along my spine. And i witnessed
myself as an embodiment of light loosing my physical form.
The Shiva linga in my third eye suddenly started to have
eruption of milk from its head. It was a beautiful feeling.
And i handled a hectic day with a smile. The dhara flowed
the whole day. Infact, walking in the night i felt a pull
and pain in my shoulder / neck region. I stayed focused, the
light in my third eye moving into a warm ball of energy in
the painful area and by the time I finished my walk i was
fine.
I often chant the mantra you gave me. It comes to me when I
am by myself. And i have often now found myself chanting
shivoham within me. I am there wherever I have to be,
working, smiling but I am more and more connected within.
Thank you Guruji for your blessings,
Amrit Chand, Dubai
Receiving Kundalini Shaktipat from Yogi Pradeep:
A student's experience of receiving kundalini shaktipat and
experiencing shiva dancing within....
The most important thing I learnt from my last experience
was that I should stop evaluating and enjoy the journey.
This happens when the trust rises and you start
surrendering. Today was a special day as the journey was
without Kriya and yet I could experience immense pleasure,
joyfulness, extreme calmness and blissfulness.
When we started you were silent but my body started to
expand and became like an arch, then after sometime when you
spoke about the wave in the heart, the area next to the
heart started moving in a circle. Like I had promised to
myself I was consciously aware and enjoying it. There was a
time when my body was moving part by part in 8 shape, at a
particular time the intensity of the wave increased and then
suddenly it stopped at that time it was so peaceful as if
you were on top of a mountain and looking down(enjoying
mother nature). Enjoying every moment and wanting to stay in
that state forever. There were lot of such patches(extreme
calmness) in today's journey. I could feel the Shiva dance
in me and it was a extremely beautiful, my body was dancing
to his tune. The
magician has done it again, thank you for this wonderful
experience.
Ravindra Bhatia, Dubai
Experiencing
shiva in the body:
A student's experience of receiving kundalini shaktipat and
experiencing shiva
For the first time in days I woke up this morning with no
aches and no pains anywhere in my body.. the day before I
was suffering as usual.. my whole body just continued to
hurt.. and last night before I went to sleep I just said "thats
it! im done with all the aches and pains! my body is in
perfect and optimal shape!" when I woke up this morning.. it
actually was!!! just like magic!
I arrived at Pradeep's house feeling pretty good about
myself today.. my body felt great and I was looking forward
to our session (as always :)).. we spent the greater part of
our time talking about life.. people.. spirits.. and soooooo
many different random things… and after we were done I sat
down.. closed my eyes and deep stillness and silence took
over… I was a little surprised because my mind was in so
much awe about everything that we discussed and all the
information we shared.. I felt as if I wouldn't be able to
sit in meditation today… only to find out that I actually
did with such ease… in a way it wouldn't really be rite to
call it a meditation as such.. it was a meeting… a meeting
that I really didn't see coming..
As I sat with my eyes closed I could feel the energy rise
upwards until it was on the top of my head… my body was
filled with subtle currents and my mind was completely
disconnected with what was going on around me or what
Pradeep was saying.. to be honest.. I know he was saying
somethings.. perhaps they were mantras or something but I
don't know for sure because I almost wasn't there… my mind
was a blank space of pure nothingness…
Suddenly very clearly I could see a glow of light gently
going off and on in my head… the light was coming and going
and coming and going in a perfect type of rhythm… suddenly
it came and came and came and just expanded until all I
could see was sooooooooo much light… there was no form or
figure to it.. it was just big explosions of white light..
it was like the most perfect white light one could see.. (I
know it sounds a little crazy because white light is white
light so how could it be "perfect"?.. but it can!) my third
eye.. my brain.. my entire head was filled with this white
light… I could still feel the currents moving in me but even
that seemed so small compared to the light I was
experiencing…
It was a magical experience… the light then grew and I felt
like my whole body was just filled with so much light… the
light was not only in me but it was also around me…
everything was light.. even Pradeep was light.. it was like
there was light inside the light and then there was more
light inside that…
As Pradeep gave me Shakti path.. the light continued to glow
and nothing mattered because at that time nothing else
existed… just the light.. even I didn't exist.. it was just
plain pure light…
The beautiful light gradually faded until it was dark
again.. however even the darkness was different.. it was a
light darkness.. (its hard to explain.. but it was not like
the pitch black darkness.. it was like a light darkness)…
and suddenly I felt my lungs fill with air again.. (i didn't
even know whether I was breathing or not.. it just didn't
matter)… I was once again filled with so much gratitude..
like a wave.. it just takes over me.. I don't even need to
think about feeling grateful.. it just happens… and when I
opened my eyes I just gave Pradeep a big huge hug from my
heart…
I felt so much love in me… but it was a different type of
love.. I haven't really felt anything like it before.. this
love had absolutely nothing to do with acquiring or wanting
anything.. I didn't want anything.. it was a more expansive
type of a love.. i felt like i just loved everyone and
everything.. it was a giving type love that just kept over
flowing… I was so humbled and was just filled with so much
love…
I really don't know what or how this happened.. it
unexplainable in a way.. I just feel blessed that the
supreme consciousness, Shiva graced me with a visit today
and I continue to feel that way knowing it was a divine
meeting that happened through a Guruji like Pradeep..
I will always be so grateful…
Amrit Chand, Dubai
Guided journey
into higher domains:
A student's experience of guided travel into higher domains
The meditation started with Guru Pradeep setting the
intention of traveling to other domains and dimensions,
while connecting to an antharyami named Narada. As he
invoked Him and the devis to accompany me on this journey, I
felt strong currents passing through my entire body. from my
toes to my head, currents were just swishing back and forth
until it reached a point where I felt like I was in a tunnel
of some sort. I felt like I was moving through a pipeline in
tremendous speed. It may have been as fast as a blink of an
eye or as slow as a year… I don't know.. I just know that
time became completely distorted and I was being transported
through a long tunnel with lights constantly flashing in and
out of it.
Suddenly I was in a space that was completely outer space in
a sense. It was beyond the sky and beyond the stars, it was
like I was in a universe which held many different galaxies
within it. I could see various planets and stars and meteors
and lots of glowing lights. These lights I soon recognized
were people or beings of some kind. They were bodies that
were just made of light. They didn't have a specific form as
such but almost like tadpoles or something.. they were just
various different shaped, light bodies. I understood that
they were inhabitants of that space. They were all
individual from each other, moving around using their own
intelligence but at the same time they were all also
connected with each other. They were beautiful, pure and
just existing in a happy state and then there were some who
were not so happy and had their own issues. I know its
strange to think of light having "issues".. but that's
almost what it felt like… their energy was slightly denser
and I knew that they were not that pure.
I felt a very strong male presence with me, I think it was
Narada and I felt some female energies too, they may have
been the devis.. they were guiding me and protecting me
through out this whole process or tour (however one would
like to consider it). I soon realized that all these lights
communicated with each other and functioned purely through
thought. Telepathically they would communicate with each
other and if they wanted anything it would manifest itself
all it needed was thought. If I asked for a million dollars
I knew I would have gotten it, you could literally manifest
anything! I realized that we are all like those light
bodies, the only difference is that they are freely moving
around there, while over here they are in physical bodies,
which means that we can also manifest purely through thought
except that because we have so many layers of belief systems
and filtering of the mind we cannot even fathom that
possibility. if it is possible there, it is also possible
here we have just forgotten how to do it. I never felt so
empowered and humbled at the same time before.
As I was there observing this I also noticed other light
beings. They were more transparent in nature. They were made
of light but not as bright. They almost looked like paper or
like the transparent ghosts we see in the movies. These were
like tourists in that space. I realized that they don't live
there, they live on the earth plane but come to the astral
world either when they sleep or in cases of trauma n things
like that. They come for a while and then leave. In some way
both dimension are able to tap into each to a certain
extent. I asked if there was anything I needed to know from
all this and from what I remember I was told that I need to
know the planes because I will have to work with them at
some point in my life.
As I was moving around in this space and going through my
epiphanies, suddenly I went into a space that was like a
completely dark vacuum. There was just pure darkness and
nothing else. A complete void. Absolutely nothing at all. As
I was emerged in this dark empty space for what seemed like
a few hours or even perhaps a few seconds, suddenly from
nowhere this huge powerful pristine white light just took
over. It was almost blinding after the darkness. It was
magnificent.. it was so strong and so powerful that I
completely forgot everything that I experienced before that.
It was almost like a shock at first! How could anything be
so bright and so divine that it just takes over you like
that?! Soon my question was answered. The light was filled
with immense love.. and the minute I connected with that
love I just burst into uncontrollable laughter. I saw it
all.. the problems.. the pain.. the struggles of both
physical and astral dimensions.. in the physical world we
want what the astral has.. to be able to operate so easily
and just be so happy… and in the astral world everything is
thought… there is no other way of connecting.. if i wanted
to hug someone.. i had to think it.. there was no density..
there were no physical pleasures.. in a way its like
euthanasia u cant really use your body for anything as such…
everything just happens at will.. you can't run.. you can't
feel water.. none of that. Both worlds were happy in their
own way and both were unhappy in their own way.. its a
different dimension… the energy on the astral space however
was a lot nicer because it was lighter and more gentle
compared to what we experience on the physical plane.. and
when I realized all this the whole thing seemed like such a
joke! it was hilarious.. it was funny because I felt I went
beyond that and now I could see it more clearly.. it's
almost like a comedy movie... it was funny because you see
people struggling and you start to laugh at them because you
see the whole picture and then you start to laugh at
yourself… for all the foolishness you where caught up in..
for all the stresses you thought you had.. you realize how
small and insignificant all of it is and then the truth
shines.. the purpose for why were here screams in your
face.. its absurd to get caught up in the drama.. its
hilarious.. what was i thinking… the truth is I wasn't.. for
all the "mind" I have been using for all these years I still
never got it right till now, my "thinking" never got me
anywhere, never solved any problems or atleast that's how it
felt… the joy.. the bliss.. the love.. the ecstasy.. nothing
could come close!
After I spent sometime in that state I suddenly felt my
lungs fill with oxygen again.. I felt the density of my
body… my hands.. my legs.. my feet.. as soon as I felt like
I was completely in my body I rolled over onto my side and
just slept.. I felt like I was laying on a cloud..
everything was just so perfect.. as I lay there.. in deep
gratitude I thanked Shiva, the Devis, Narada, the Universe,
my Guruji Pradeep, my Family, the Earth, the different
planes, and existence as a whole for that experience.
I woke up and I felt like it may have all been a dream.. but
the joy that was still in my heart confirmed that for the
first time in years.. I was actually awake!
Amrit Chand, Dubai
Penetrating
into cosmic light and consciousness:
A student's experience of receiving the powerful kutustha
chaitanya
Our session started off my doing some kriya yoga. We hadn't
done it in a while so it was nice to do it for a change.
Soon after we got done I sat in meditation and Pradeep set
the intent for my third eye to open completely so I can see
and experience the Cosmic Consciousness.
There were several thoughts that kept coming in and out of
my mind, it seemed to be a little difficult for me to
concentrate and at one point I thought that today I will not
be able to meditate at all. I tried to keep my mind clear
and continued to keep my focus on my third eye, slowly I
started feeling currents move up and down my body. Something
just took over me, my breath and my body. The currents
started getting stronger and stronger. Somehow I couldn't
see anything, my mind was completely blank and clear...
pitch darkness was everywhere. Suddenly there was a burst of
light and everything seemed like it suddenly froze. There
was no movement, no breath, nothing.. just me and the light.
After I spent some time in this beautiful, white, powerful
light suddenly in front of me (or what seemed like "the
other side of the light") there was an entire solar system
that I was moving towards. As I moved closer to the solar
system I saw something that looked like big round balls
which I assumed were planets. There were hazes of light as
well as some rocks that were floating around, but somehow I
gravitated towards this one planet that held a beautiful
orange-yellowish light. I felt that the light was actually
the energy of that planet. I felt that if I actually moved
into the planet I would be governed by the specific laws and
its own intelligence (which is the nature of the light). I
understood that every planet has its own energy just like
the human body. This energy functions on its own and if any
light being (light body) comes into this energetic field it
merges with the energy of that planet. As I was a white
light, I was a little afraid to enter the planet because I
wasn't sure what would happen, but then I decided to drop
all fears as I knew I was protected by the Masters. I
entered the planet and soon noticed some more little white
lights within it. I realized that even the white light has
its own intelligence, it just gets completely oblivious to
it when it enters into the planet and therefore forgets its
true nature. I came out of the planet, as the white light I
was when I entered it.
Im not sure how long I was there for, but I soon came back
into my physical body and integrated all my other bodies
within it, just as I was being directed by Pradeep.
After that all I can remember is that I was laying down on
the ground and I was feeling so thankful and so connected to
everything. I felt so much love for Shiva and I realized
that He is me and I am him, I am a particle of the big light
that He is. My heart and my whole being was filled with so
much love for the creation and everything above and beyond
it.
Amrit Chand, Dubai
Transcending
from Love to Light and Consciousness:
A student's experience shared here...
On this day we started the session by having a chat about so
many different things, then we starting talking about love.
However before Pradeep actually said anything about love, he
said he would much rather me experience it than he explain
it as he felt I would give me a better understanding of it
if i experienced it rather than through words.
We started by giving each other a big hug. I deeply
connected with his heart and suddenly started to feel a
strange heaviness in my chest. It was as if he was reading
my thoughts and told me to drop all the heaviness to the
ground. He kept urging me to drop the heaviness and the
pain, etc. so as to tell me to release and let go of the
past. As I did that I gradually felt my chest becoming much
lighter and I felt an even deeper connection Pradeep's
heart. We stayed in that state for some time, and then I
laid down on the ground and got me to connect to penetrate
further into my heart as he chanted different mantras.
Suddenly I felt something so strange, I felt like I could
feel myself. It was as if I could feel the energy I have in
me that other people feel when they are around me (as if I
was someone else). I could feel the type of love and vibe I
radiate towards people and truly connected with myself in a
way I never even thought possible before.
As the love in my heart intensified and I continued to
connect with myself, I started feeling currents move up and
down my body at the speed of light. Currents were just
swishing from one end of my body to the other and after
sometime suddenly I felt like my heart expanded or exploded
and all that love was slowly changing into light. It was as
if I tapped into a reservoir of pure unconditional love and
as I merged with it, I was exchanging all my "emotional
love" for light. The conversion of love to light was
phenomenal. Everything was light. Everything was love. There
was so much of it to give and receive and it was so
unconditional. There was just nothing more to it. It was
just a matter of being there and letting it happen. I could
not even make it happen, it was completely out of my hands.
It was just happening as if it had a power of its own.
I stayed in that beautiful state and continued to let it all
happen the way it was happening. I understood what love
really was. How empowering it was and how high the
vibrations of pure love are. After I stayed like that for a
while, I came back into my body feeling so light and so
peaceful and just filled with so much love that I could give
and receive without actually having any emotional charge to
it. Emotionally I was in a completely neutral state, nothing
could have mattered, it was all just a complete balance and
there was just so much love. Almost as if I was love.
Pradeep then explained it me to further confirm my
experience that that is was unconditional love was in its
highest form. The love that people know love to be is of a
very low frequency. The world functions on a love that is
not really love at all, it is all about dependency, it is
about incentive and coated with layers and layers of belief
systems. There is simply no truth to it. The purity of Love
for what it is is completely gone. I felt pretty shattered
in the sense that my whole concept of love had been so wrong
so far, and I believe that was the point of our whole
existence.
I understood the depth of love in a completely different way
that day. There was no sense of need, or want or anything,
it was just there the way it is. Once again after that, I
felt so much gratitude and love for Shiva, Pradeep, the
Masters, the angles, the universe and everything that came
together to give me this beautiful experience.
Amrit Chand, Dubai |